Ah, maybe. I guess that didn't come to mind, either... But, it would have been nice to get a call or a letter saying, "Hey I'm still alive. How are you?" or something. In any case, even if I had the slightest chance to see her again, I don't know what I would say that wouldn't be something to argue about.
No, but may help with other things. I'm not sure, as I just figured it out talking about my mother and I, but maybe I'm not good at confronting someone. I mean, I always avoided it, but maybe that's my problem. Maybe if I had someone there to kick me back out there when I tried to get out of it... maybe then things would be better? I didn't even tell my best friend that I was in love with my tutor until after he was killed. That lasted for about ... 2-3 years.
Sometimes it really is better to talk to someone about things... even if it is only your priest. Sometimes it makes things clearer. ...Sometimes more confusing.
Yeah, it helps. I'm trying to get my own life here. Back home, I had to practically live for Lissa because I'm going to be her guardian... but that meant I couldn't do almost anything. So, maybe it would be nice to start over here.
Well.. it's kind of complicated. It's more in terms of family. In St.Vladimirs, it's mostly royal moroi and people, dhampers, who guard them. Lissa is the last Dragomir. Her family died in a car accident. I was somehow able to survive along with Lissa
Uhm... kind of. See... she has the ability to heal people/animals and sometimes... well... bring someone back to life. It's not a common thing, but... Long story short, I "died" and she somehow brought me back to life, making me shadow kissed to her. In otherwords, I can go in her mind and figure out what she's thinking/seeing/feeling at the time. It also helps because I know when she's in danger, even if I'm far away.
[The answer will be a bit delayed because Lithuania is working very hard on not calling her a witch. He's been here long enough by now to realize that his description of one probably matches 2/3rds of the mansion's residents. And a lot of them seem to be good, harmless people.]
Kind of, I guess. It's not a good thing. It sucks. I get migranes from the damn spirits. There's no protection from their swarming when you're shadow kissed unless you have a barrier to keep them out.
It's been hard... but I guess it's just something I'm used to. Death really is a sad thing, but yet it's like we were faced with it everyday. Potentionally, of course. The strigoi made a point though. They can still invade us and try to kill the moroi. It's a dangerous world out there. Many people don't see that, either.
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[Ironically, she laughed slightly at herself. She just imagined how it would be if Lissa were with her that last time.]
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Did you go all the way to afterlife before that?
lol!
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[AKA she doesn't want to show how hurt she is about it still xD]
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