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[cautious_knight]

Can anyone help me find Poland? He doesn't answer my messages, and I really need to talk to him.

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[rebelroses.livejournal.com]

No. I guess I never really thought about fixing it.

[If she was updated after Blood Promise, her mom and her would have somewhat made up so xD but she's still at the end of Frost Bite and before Blood Promise.]

[watchful-knight.livejournal.com]

Why?

[This thought is really strange to him. Parents and family are very important, not only socially but also financially... especially for girls but not limited to them.]

[rebelroses.livejournal.com]

I guess I'm just so used to not seeing her or talking to her that I never really gave it much thought. I saw her at school for the first time in... what was it.... I can't even remember. Maybe... 12 years? That sounds off, but something like that.

That didn't go well. She was only there to talk about how successful she was or whatever. It pissed me off that she came for that purpose and not even a good reason. All the others were so impressed and like, "Wow you're so cool". It made me sick. We kind started yelling back and forth and Demitri finally dragged me out of class.

[watchful-knight.livejournal.com]

Maybe she didn't know what else to talk about and wanted you to know here better, and to know you better herself?

[rebelroses.livejournal.com]

Ah, maybe. I guess that didn't come to mind, either... But, it would have been nice to get a call or a letter saying, "Hey I'm still alive. How are you?" or something. In any case, even if I had the slightest chance to see her again, I don't know what I would say that wouldn't be something to argue about.

[watchful-knight.livejournal.com]

Maybe not meet her alone, but have a friend or someone both of you know to help with the talking?

[rebelroses.livejournal.com]

Yeah... that might help. Maybe just to have a friend there to slap me if I got out of hand.

[Ironically, she laughed slightly at herself. She just imagined how it would be if Lissa were with her that last time.]

[watchful-knight.livejournal.com]

That happens often?

[rebelroses.livejournal.com]

No, but may help with other things. I'm not sure, as I just figured it out talking about my mother and I, but maybe I'm not good at confronting someone. I mean, I always avoided it, but maybe that's my problem. Maybe if I had someone there to kick me back out there when I tried to get out of it... maybe then things would be better? I didn't even tell my best friend that I was in love with my tutor until after he was killed. That lasted for about ... 2-3 years.

[watchful-knight.livejournal.com]

Sometimes it really is better to talk to someone about things... even if it is only your priest. Sometimes it makes things clearer. ...Sometimes more confusing.

[rebelroses.livejournal.com]

Yeah... Though I can't completely agree to the priest comment. Don't mind me,though. But... Thank you, Lithuania.

[watchful-knight.livejournal.com]

I'm glad that I could be of some help.

[rebelroses.livejournal.com]

Yeah, it helps. I'm trying to get my own life here. Back home, I had to practically live for Lissa because I'm going to be her guardian... but that meant I couldn't do almost anything. So, maybe it would be nice to start over here.

[watchful-knight.livejournal.com]

Her guardian? Is she a princess?

[rebelroses.livejournal.com]

Yeah, she's the last of her line, but... she is a princess.

[watchful-knight.livejournal.com]

What line of what country?

[rebelroses.livejournal.com]

Well.. it's kind of complicated. It's more in terms of family. In St.Vladimirs, it's mostly royal moroi and people, dhampers, who guard them. Lissa is the last Dragomir. Her family died in a car accident. I was somehow able to survive along with Lissa

[watchful-knight.livejournal.com]

Is her life tied to yours?

[rebelroses.livejournal.com]

Uhm... kind of. See... she has the ability to heal people/animals and sometimes... well... bring someone back to life. It's not a common thing, but... Long story short, I "died" and she somehow brought me back to life, making me shadow kissed to her. In otherwords, I can go in her mind and figure out what she's thinking/seeing/feeling at the time. It also helps because I know when she's in danger, even if I'm far away.

[watchful-knight.livejournal.com]

[The answer will be a bit delayed because Lithuania is working very hard on not calling her a witch. He's been here long enough by now to realize that his description of one probably matches 2/3rds of the mansion's residents. And a lot of them seem to be good, harmless people.]

Did you go all the way to afterlife before that?

lol!

[rebelroses.livejournal.com]

Kind of, I guess. It's not a good thing. It sucks. I get migranes from the damn spirits. There's no protection from their swarming when you're shadow kissed unless you have a barrier to keep them out.

[watchful-knight.livejournal.com]

You see the dead?

[rebelroses.livejournal.com]

Sadly... It's only freaked me out and made me look crazy so far... Damn it, Mason...

[watchful-knight.livejournal.com]

An old friend of you?

[rebelroses.livejournal.com]

Yeah... He.. well... he's not here anymore. It's part of the reason why I hate strigoi with a burning passion.