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cautious_knightCan anyone help me find Poland? He doesn't answer my messages, and I really need to talk to him.
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Date: 2010-04-19 08:12 am (UTC)Because it is [wrong, he wants to say, but Poland knows that just as well as him and everyone else in this place seems to think differently.] Because I thought that it would pass, that it was only because I saw you as a girl in that one event and then you started to wear women's clothes, and I thought that I was just confused and that it would end and I'm still not sure. And I wouldn't have thought that you... [He should have known Everyone else knew. And Poland is his best friend.]
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Date: 2010-04-19 09:04 am (UTC)Well, like, the Vatican changes things every now and then, and they can sorta add up over time. If he's from far in the future, I can totally imagine it'd have seemed weird to you, you know?
I... [He hesitates for a moment, then tries again.] If it's... If it's like, just because you think of me like a girl... I'm like, not sure how to feel about that, Liet. I kinda don't like it.
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Date: 2010-04-19 10:10 am (UTC)...It wouldn't be a problem if I only felt like that for a girl version of you, because you're not. A girl, I mean. [He has to laugh, ruffling Poland's hair.] I should know that by now, don't you think? How often have I seen you naked?
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Date: 2010-04-19 10:44 am (UTC)Yeah... I like, guess that's true...
...Um. If, like. If it's seriously not against what God wants, I... I totally don't care who else thinks badly of me. I know it's supposed to be sick and weird and stuff, but like, it's always felt totally natural to like you the way I do, even when I've been way too scared of you hating me forever to say anything about it...
[A thought occurs to him, and being Poland, he expresses it immediately.] ...I guess I still shouldn't be talking that way, though... I mean, you've like, got Pakistan, and--and that's normal, and I shouldn't want-- um. [Trails off, awkwardly. He got ahead of himself, didn't he? Liet's got a girlfriend, so he still doesn't have a chance, right?]
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Date: 2010-04-19 11:04 am (UTC)[He hates this situations. Both nations are very dear to him, and he doesn't want to see either one of them unhappy.] But I would never hate you, I couldn't, I... I just don't know what to do.
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Date: 2010-04-19 11:26 am (UTC)...I think she and I like, both want the same thing, but we totally can't both have it. Not... not all of it. But part of what I want--and I think she like, probably feels the same way--is for you to do what will make you happy. What... what feels the most true to yourself. [He's trembling a little, because that's really hard for him to say--he's just not used to placing others above his own wants, and when he wants something so badly, it's even more difficult to do.]
I don't... I'm like, not gonna push. I don't really know if it's right or wrong, either, but I'm not gonna push you either way, 'cause like... it's up to you. It's your choice. I totally wish I could make it easier for you, but...
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Date: 2010-04-19 11:57 am (UTC)[Action]
Date: 2010-04-19 12:02 pm (UTC)You like, can't have us both, Liet. I mean--I mean, you can have us both as friends, but you can't just not choose!
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Date: 2010-04-19 12:18 pm (UTC)[He shakes his head slightly.] I would have never thought that I'd one day have to decide something like this.
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Date: 2010-04-19 12:24 pm (UTC)...Still not pushing, but like. It'll be super-hard for me to be around you if you pick her over me. I don't know for how long, but like... yeah...
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Date: 2010-04-19 12:34 pm (UTC)[Hugging Poland back, closing his eyes. No matter how awkward it is right now, it just feels so much better having Poland than not having him.]
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Date: 2010-04-19 12:41 pm (UTC)...I like, didn't mean to fight with her again, anyway...
[Yeah, Poland agrees with this. He has had no cuddles for a week, and that was just... wrong and unhappy :<]
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Date: 2010-04-19 12:44 pm (UTC)Good. I... would it be alright if you and me and her all talked about this to ...to find a solution that we can all live with?
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Date: 2010-04-19 12:48 pm (UTC)[Action]
Date: 2010-04-19 05:03 pm (UTC)[Action]
Date: 2010-04-19 05:15 pm (UTC)Gawd, fine...
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Date: 2010-04-19 05:24 pm (UTC)Come. It's time to make dinner, don't you think?
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Date: 2010-04-19 07:42 pm (UTC)[Action]
Date: 2010-04-19 07:52 pm (UTC)Mmhm. What's up?
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Date: 2010-04-19 08:03 pm (UTC)[Action]
Date: 2010-04-19 08:48 pm (UTC)I'm like, almost 500, Liet. I don't need to be looked after all the time...
...You like, won't go away?
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Date: 2010-04-20 07:57 am (UTC)[He moves a bit, shifting until he lies next to Poland and can pet his hair.]
I would never leave you, as long as you want me here.
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