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[cautious_knight]

Can anyone help me find Poland? He doesn't answer my messages, and I really need to talk to him.

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[watchful-knight.livejournal.com]

I understand. Can you tell me how he is doing?



...Kind of the same?

[rebelroses.livejournal.com]

Uhm.. well... he was saying that he was really okay and that there was no need to worry, but he was lying. I guess that's none of my business if he didn't want to say, though.

[watchful-knight.livejournal.com]

He's not very good at lying.

Will you see him again?

[rebelroses.livejournal.com]

That's what I figured out. I'm not sure. I'd like to. We're friends, after all. But, right now he's not really... cooperative.

[watchful-knight.livejournal.com]

It ...it is my fault.

[rebelroses.livejournal.com]

Why do you say that?

[watchful-knight.livejournal.com]

Because... because he told me something during the event that he wanted to keep a secret.

[rebelroses.livejournal.com]

Oh, I see... Well, shit happens. It's not always good and it's not always something that you want to happen, but it's life. I'm sure you guys will be able to see eye to eye about it after talking a little.

Oh! I'm Rose Hathaway, by the way.

[watchful-knight.livejournal.com]

...I need to talk to him first, though. And even then...

I'm sorry, I was being rude. My name is Lithuania, it's nice to meet you.

[rebelroses.livejournal.com]

Yeah, it's not going to be guarenteed, but it's worth a shot. I can't imagine it's much worse then I've done before. It's no problem. I don't think you were rude. That, or I didn't notice. I can be kind of rude too, so maybe it's that I don't mind or I'm obvilious to it now...? It's nice to meet you, too. I think I heard Poland call you Liet? I'm guessing it's a nickname?

[watchful-knight.livejournal.com]

Liet is what Poland calls me. It's the short form of my name in my own language. Lietuva.

[rebelroses.livejournal.com]

Ah, I go by the short form of my name, too. I hate my full name. Damn that woman for naming me something that sounds like an old timer name

[watchful-knight.livejournal.com]

It's usually Lithuania. Only Poland uses something different.

..You don't like your mother?

[rebelroses.livejournal.com]

Ah, alright. I'll stick to Lithuania, then.

[Rose shook her head, looking to the air as if Janine was actually there. She looked at it in disgust, folding her arms to her chest.]

I guess I can't say I hate my mom or anything, but... we butt heads all the time. I really can't think of her as my "mother". Did you know, as soon as I was old enough for St.Vladimirs, she sent me off right away so she didn't have to watch over me. It's like she just threw me off to the side and made other people take care of me. What kind of mother does that shit to their own child?

[watchful-knight.livejournal.com]

Maybe she just wanted you to go to a good school?

[rebelroses.livejournal.com]

I doubt that all it is. She's too busy with her job to even care for me. That's the reason why she did it. She was too busy doing her job to even give me a second glance. The first moment she got to get rid of that annoyance was St.Vladimirs.

[watchful-knight.livejournal.com]

...Have you talked to her about that?

[rebelroses.livejournal.com]

I have, but if it's between my mom and I, it's not going to end pretty. We've gotten so used to the way we treat each other that all we do is argue anymore.

[watchful-knight.livejournal.com]

...Have you tried to ask someone for help with it?

[rebelroses.livejournal.com]

No. I guess I never really thought about fixing it.

[If she was updated after Blood Promise, her mom and her would have somewhat made up so xD but she's still at the end of Frost Bite and before Blood Promise.]

[watchful-knight.livejournal.com]

Why?

[This thought is really strange to him. Parents and family are very important, not only socially but also financially... especially for girls but not limited to them.]

[rebelroses.livejournal.com]

I guess I'm just so used to not seeing her or talking to her that I never really gave it much thought. I saw her at school for the first time in... what was it.... I can't even remember. Maybe... 12 years? That sounds off, but something like that.

That didn't go well. She was only there to talk about how successful she was or whatever. It pissed me off that she came for that purpose and not even a good reason. All the others were so impressed and like, "Wow you're so cool". It made me sick. We kind started yelling back and forth and Demitri finally dragged me out of class.

[watchful-knight.livejournal.com]

Maybe she didn't know what else to talk about and wanted you to know here better, and to know you better herself?

[rebelroses.livejournal.com]

Ah, maybe. I guess that didn't come to mind, either... But, it would have been nice to get a call or a letter saying, "Hey I'm still alive. How are you?" or something. In any case, even if I had the slightest chance to see her again, I don't know what I would say that wouldn't be something to argue about.

[watchful-knight.livejournal.com]

Maybe not meet her alone, but have a friend or someone both of you know to help with the talking?