voice; after the end of the event
Jun. 2nd, 2010 01:13 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
cautious_knight[There's shuffling, and Lithuania's voice sounds hoarse when he speaks, not strong or happy or caring or sad as normally... Not eternally nervous like it will be much later in his live, or really scared, but there definitely is a hint of broken-ess in his tone.
Everyone is free to have noticed that Lithuania wasn't around at all after the first day, and Poland will have noticed that his partner has neither said much nor reacted to much at all after that. Everyone has different ways to deal with fear, and Lithuania's problem was that the fear had no obvious source.]
I'm sorry.
Everyone is free to have noticed that Lithuania wasn't around at all after the first day, and Poland will have noticed that his partner has neither said much nor reacted to much at all after that. Everyone has different ways to deal with fear, and Lithuania's problem was that the fear had no obvious source.]
I'm sorry.
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Date: 2010-06-02 12:03 pm (UTC)[Not saying anything, he goes to his side, sits down, and takes his hand]
Like, what for?
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Date: 2010-06-02 12:35 pm (UTC)I shouldn't... I let everyone down.
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Date: 2010-06-02 12:58 pm (UTC)It was like, an event, Liet. It's not like any of us could have stopped it.
[Gently, he reaches down to rub his back]
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Date: 2010-06-02 01:04 pm (UTC)[Not pulling back, but not reacting to the touch, either.]
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Date: 2010-06-02 01:14 pm (UTC)Yeah, well, I'm totally sure you would have if you had control of that. You didn't. We aren't God, Liet. It's majorly vain to act like we should be able to control everything. So it's like, not your fault...
[He speaks in a hushed, gentle voice, the way his priests always spoke to him when he was small.]
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Date: 2010-06-02 01:46 pm (UTC)I should... I wasn't hurt, or feverish, or too weak to move...
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Date: 2010-06-02 02:01 pm (UTC)Oh, whatever. You were hurt. We all were. You were like, hurt... [Puts his hand over Liet's heart] ...right here. 'Cause you felt like you couldn't do anything. Right?
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Date: 2010-06-02 04:10 pm (UTC)[shakes his head again, but finally looking up. His eyes still look as haunted as they probably have the last days. It's even harder to deal with the consequences of the fear, than with the fear itself.]
I've never been so scared. Never. None of the times when I was attacked, and I thought that I would vanish, not when I thought that my people would fall apart for good, or you were missing. Never.
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Date: 2010-06-02 05:24 pm (UTC)Like, not in the civil wars, or the famines, or when that total ass Mongolia got all the way to my place, or like, the time when we got here and you got hurt and wouldn't wake up. I totally know.
That fear totally isn't us. It's like, the mansion trying to get to us.
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From:[Action] Haha, we're such dorks, with all our matching icons <3
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Date: 2010-06-02 12:31 pm (UTC)Uh...Lithuania?
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Date: 2010-06-02 12:36 pm (UTC)[Rustling and more shuffling, and then the voice is a bit louder, probably because the speaker is closer to the communicator.]
How are you?
[Voice]
Date: 2010-06-02 01:31 pm (UTC)[ But his voice suggests otherwise. ]
Are you...alright?
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Date: 2010-06-02 01:47 pm (UTC)[It sounds a bit as if he wishes that it had. Then at least he would have a reason to have acted like he did.]
Are you alone?
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Date: 2010-06-02 02:06 pm (UTC)[ Totally not convinced because of that tone, but not going to pry. And have a moment of silence. ]
I am, yes. Why?
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Date: 2010-06-02 04:13 pm (UTC)[It's not more than a suggestion, and he tries to make it sound like that.]
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Date: 2010-06-02 04:22 pm (UTC)I...don't know about that.
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Date: 2010-06-02 04:24 pm (UTC)[Voice]
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Date: 2010-06-02 01:35 pm (UTC)It was just an event.
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Date: 2010-06-02 01:50 pm (UTC)[That is part of the problem. Because it was only that, he should have been able to be there for the others. But he didn't even manage to be of help for Poland. At least he didn't cause any additional hurt to anyone.]
Are you alright?
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Date: 2010-06-02 03:24 pm (UTC)I'm uninjured. You?
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Date: 2010-06-02 04:15 pm (UTC)[Because that doesn't seem to be the dame anymore. In a time long before things like therapy were invented, he doesn't think about psychological things the same as most others in the place, but he knows that the mind is an important player next to the body.]
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Date: 2010-06-02 05:08 pm (UTC)....I will, eventually.
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Date: 2010-06-02 05:13 pm (UTC)[Making up for what he failed to do before.]
...We could go riding this afternoon, if you want. The weather is really nice.
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Date: 2010-06-02 05:17 pm (UTC)Heh, its been forever since I rode a horse!
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Date: 2010-06-02 05:27 pm (UTC)[Sounds like a good distraction, and he likes America.]
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